You’ve been up since 5 am but didn’t sleep til gone 1. My mind was an anxious wreck, other thinking, unable to settle. I tossed and turned all night, not quite knowing when I was going to actually get some sleep. I tried counting sheep, listening to classical music, anything to keep my brain from wandering but to no avail. So, at 5:30, I decided. Fuck it. I’m going for a run, My gosh the energy that came out of me was crazy, just pushing me along, going, going, not stopping. My heart pounding but finally my restless mind was rested.
But i also know it’s going to be a difficult day because today I’m counting everything in seconds, filling the gaps with numbers. How long it takes to make a brew, how long the shampoo and conditioner are on for, how long to make a sandwich and get ready. The obsessive, restless part of my brain is still going strong and \i’m gonna have a hard day fighting it all day but I sure will try to fight it today and to do something different.
Happy Monday, you beautiful people!
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