Some wear ordinary clothes, with scuffed trainers and unwashed hair. Some wear sports clothes and some wear uniforms. Some are disguised as miracle workers, proceeding and continuing to fulfill their role each and every day, looking after those who need it.
Today, I got delivered a food package from a friend of mine, L (no not therapist L, but a friend L.) As well as managing to get everything on my short list (I wasn’t going to take the piss), L even put in a one of those massive beers, you know the ones that you are still drinking an hour later. She dropped it off with a book, taking it all within her stride. Grateful couldn’t even come close to how I’m feeling especially with the lock down. Today she is my hero.
The other heroes that don’t wear capes, are my friends who have been fantastic at checking in on me this week. Checking how my mood is, asking if I want to talk or try to get my emotions out.
All of you. I thank each and everyone of you. You have no idea where I would be without you. You are amazing and I could not be without you, especially at this difficult time. You have no idea of what it means to have a place to vent or just talk about shit to. I love you.
And on the last note, I finally fucking finished my book. It only took me 3 days to finish it after a year of trying. It only took me a pandemic to finish it but finish it, I did. I really, really struggle with sustaining enough attention to read, I find it hard to imagine the characters and the scenarios but I did it. Thank you to the weather for allowing me to sit in my garden and get lost in something else for the time being rather than getting lost in my own mind.
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Amazing photos. Especially the last one of the path. I wanna have this picture on my wall. Maybe I’ll use it as my screensaver on my phone if that is ok with you.
Well done on the book too! Xxx
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