When somone close to you posts a picture and a caption for mental health awareness week bout their own struggles which firstly you didn’t know anything about and then then that part of the caption says “make sure you check in with those near to you”. Like that’s one big fuck you if ever I saw it. I’ve been open with my EUPD for the last 3 or so years and you haven’t checked in once. Is it me, were we not meant to be close? Were you never meant to have my back? What do I need to do to get you to show you care or love me?
Fuck! That post was just like one huge slap in the face so thank you. That was what I really needed at the moment. I really needed that flaunting right now. That was what was missing from my life – you got it!
Don’t get me wrong, I’m not a horribl person so I’m pleased for you that you have opened up to your social media following about your mental health struggles but it sure would have been nice to know first hand, not along with all your followers. Not, as seeming like a fan.
I feel hurt and unsupported and sad – sad that we were not brought up to help each other with our struggles yet to face these things apart. You have your own family now, so I hope you never know the struggle of trying and failing of doing it alone. I hop ethey support and encourage you in ways we were not brought up to. And I hope that you got what you needed from that post ‘cos i certainly did.
A big FUCK YOU
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