Katie Bunn

Chameleon

I’ll tell you this for nout – I’m a chameleon. Today I woke up, having had enough sleep but maybe still tired from yesterday’s antics. I had gone swimming in the sea and cycled 20 miles to the local major city. It was a beautiful day and the sea is so much my calm place.Continue reading “Chameleon”

Doctor’s appointment

Buzzed in and waiting like a member of the MI5. ” Who are you here to see? ” And so I state whom. Through the next set of doors. Wash your hands here and head to to 3rd floor reception where someone will sign you in again. Up I trundle, the stairs making my foreheadContinue reading “Doctor’s appointment”

Sitting on top off Primrose Hill, relaxing in the sun with a cuppa and a good book. Life is okay ya know. Simplicity is what gets me. Sun, nature and more recently classical music. The only problem is, it’s an hour cycle home and I need the loo so whether I stay too much longerContinue reading

Lazy Saturday’s

Saturday mornings waking up early used to be my worst thing but this week I’m reveling in it. Yes, I did look at my phone for half an hour, playing on Tinder when I first awoke but then I did something different. I turned off my phone and put my eye mask on, you knowContinue reading “Lazy Saturday’s”

” You need to be more adult in the way you handle things”

Just one example of a person in a position of power who truly doesn’t seem to handle mental health. Today, at work I just blew up. I had been dealing with stress at work, stress that I couldn’t control or when I dropped hints and words like ” I’m sorry, I’m finding that group especiallyContinue reading “” You need to be more adult in the way you handle things””

I think my attachment style has changed.

So before when I looked back at my childhood, I always thought that I was part of the insecure attachment style and under the 3 umbrella terms – I thought that ambivalent suited me best. This is where the child. The child fails to develop any feelings of security from the attachment figure. Accordingly, they exhibit difficultyContinue reading “I think my attachment style has changed.”

Finally moved out…

This weekend after looking for somewhere to move out to for the last 8 ish months. I finally moved out. Finally. Finally. Finally! My Mumma helped me move, she helped me get out of that shit hole. She helped me to unpack so that I could spend the last night and today at home withContinue reading “Finally moved out…”

Father’s day, smarthers day.

From as far as I can remember this has always been a difficult day for me. Up until 2 years ago I felt forced to see my father, find a card that had words in it that I didn’t mean. But there was never a card that said ” Thanks for never being there, thanksContinue reading “Father’s day, smarthers day.”

BLM protest

Today I marched, I marched alone but I marched for everybody who had enough, for those that couldn’t, those that wouldn’t and those no longer here. I marched and marched, through the streets of London, shouting, chanting, feeling. Being part of something bigger than me, bigger than all of us. The atmosphere was simply electrifying.Continue reading “BLM protest”

Gosh, therapy was hard today.

So woaaaaah, therapy was very difficult for me today – firstly I didn’t get enough sleep because I’m worried about viewing this house, don’t know if it’s meant to be but I know that I’m desperate to get out of my current living situation. It’s confused me – I know it’s the right thing toContinue reading “Gosh, therapy was hard today.”