The long, clear cut nights with its 9pm sunsets and days spent with sun blazing over my golden brown skin. The evening 15 mile cycle rides just because you can and days spent paddling in rivers in nature. With birds tweeting and talking to each other and now, at the moment and for the preceedingContinue reading “Summer is my jam…”
Author Archives: Katie Bunn
Feeling hurt…
When somone close to you posts a picture and a caption for mental health awareness week bout their own struggles which firstly you didn’t know anything about and then then that part of the caption says “make sure you check in with those near to you”. Like that’s one big fuck you if ever IContinue reading “Feeling hurt…”
Living in an unsuitable environment…..
How can I just know? How can my body just know when A is drunk again? It’s like my mind completely switches in on itself. My emotions go from happy and care free to sad and frustrated and stuck. Am I so attuned to behaviour like that, exhibited from my own father in childhood thatContinue reading “Living in an unsuitable environment…..”
The trio of many emotions that I felt this morning. I started off feeling confident and happy and then within 10 minutes for no reason with no explanation I went to the last. Flat, done in, sad, crying 5 tears and emotional. I’d been feeling it since yesterday evening. Bank holidays are hard at theContinue reading
Proud.
I think one of my most favourite things in the world is seeing people succeed. I just love, love and support. Of people making something of themselves despite everything. It doesn’t matter to me if we went to uni together and I haven’t spoken to you in years or if you are a person IContinue reading “Proud.”
Emotions and how to hold them.
Work has got me thinking and well each time the action which I’m about to tell you about happens, I get thinking. I work with a child with ADHD and Autism, and quite often I have outbursts which I have to deal with. The anger and the rage that comes, apparently put of nowhere isContinue reading “Emotions and how to hold them.”
Video calls got me thinking…..
I haven’t belly laughed like that in ages – there is something beautiful about being altogether with your siblings and your Mumma and laughing- feeling comfortable and bouncing off of each other. I mean we soent most of the video call laughing at Mumma trying to sort the audio and the picture on the videoContinue reading “Video calls got me thinking…..”
Fucks sake
I just wrote an incredibly good blog post about what’s going on for me – how I think I’m actually okay and happy but I keep waking up early early – 5 am and today 4. My head hurts and all my words were used on the last post that magically disappeared. I’m having theseContinue reading “Fucks sake”
The last 2 days ………….
Have been pretty good so I suppose I should write about them. I suppose I should try to remember the good times as well as the bad, yeah?! Yesterday I went back to work for the first time in over a month, well not quite, well 3 weeks and it was really good fun. Afterwards,Continue reading “The last 2 days ………….”
Fight,fight, fight.
I don’t think people realise how much strength it requires to fight ones mind on a daily basis. I had a terrible nights sleep followed by a morning lazing in bed. That just led me to deconstructive and irrational thoughts. I wasnt calling anyone and I wasn’t texting anyone back. So what I did wasContinue reading “Fight,fight, fight.”
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