Katie Bunn

Saturday 25th January, just.

I’m sorry I didn’t blog yesterday. What happened is I wen to the pub for one after work and then bought a KFC and ended up crashing in bed by 9:47. So that was yesterday. Today, I came home for the weekend to my best friends house to play bpard games and chill and chatContinue reading “Saturday 25th January, just.”

Eurgh blog crashed

For once, I actually wrote a good one. A fucking good blog post – I actually managed to express how I feel and what I needed and then BOOM the site crashed. I think, unfortunately, that is a representation of my day today. Today I have managed to hide how I feel. How I feelContinue reading “Eurgh blog crashed”

Sometimes you just gotta

Strip back and go back to basics. Whatever that means for you but take yourself back to the things that make you happy. For me, tonight it was spending the evening in the cinema with two of my best pals. Walking home and rather than rushing home because it’s now past my bed time. WhoContinue reading “Sometimes you just gotta”

Mixed reviews

Today has been a day of more than 2 halves. I was told I was too emotional and too emotionally involved. Don;t get me wrong, I know I am too emotional. I have BPD for fuck’s sake. Everything is emotional to me. I don’t mind being called emotional apart from when it is used asContinue reading “Mixed reviews”

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And I blog and I write and I run and I photograph and I do anything to ease the feelings that live within me. I would do almost anything to stop myself from feeling as much as I do. Whether it’s anger, sadness, happiness or frustration that builds up within me, I don’t often knowContinue reading “….”

Hangover blues

Does anyone else get this? That sadness that completely comes out of the blue after such an amazing night?! I mean come on, what’s that about? Is it about the world saying ” fuck you, you can’t be happy” or is it in fact a massive come down?! I had such a wonderful time lastContinue reading “Hangover blues”

Saturday

No time to blog today, I’m off to a wedding reception. Just to let you know it’s been a cracker of a day already and only bound to get better when I dance the night away Happy Saturday to you all

I know it – you’re all itching to hear about how therapy went.

Wow! Is that really what you are meant to feel like after a GOOD therapy session. I felt lighter, like a heavy load had been lifted off of me. I felt this sense of ease rush over me. And although I felt flat when I finished the therapy session rather than the usual elated /Continue reading “I know it – you’re all itching to hear about how therapy went.”

Fridays

Hands shaky – check. Stomache rough – check. Jittery – check. Lack of concentration- check. Pacing – check. Heart beating too fast – check. This can only mean one thing. Therapy. Waiting and hoping that something comes out today so I can regain my strength and my personality. So I can rejuvenate and feel alive.Continue reading “Fridays”

Small steps leads to changes

Just a day, just another day where I felt like crying all day at work. Whereby I lost my shit, Whereby my emotions chopped and changed like the seas waves. Where I was angry, sad, impatient, happy, and stubborn. But just another day. Another day to get through and deal with. But, here I am,Continue reading “Small steps leads to changes”